Just call it luck

to be honest from the first time we met

saying i like you

was not easy for me to do

if my love for you goes any deeper

it would only hurt me more

its true my mind is full of fear

i pray with all my heart

the person that i'm hoping for

i believe that person is you

i thought i never

gonna fall in love

but i'm in love

cause i wanna love you baby

thruthfully from the first time i met you

somewhere inside my heart

you crashed like a string wave

you're the only thing

i think about all day

i can be a good lover

wanna be your four-leafed clover

i will make you feel like

the happiest man in the world

you gotta believe me

make you never gonna leave me

i won't make you promises

i will just show it to you

i'm in love

with you baby

i fall in love

there's no way around it

I LOVE YOU, FERID!

Update!

before hair cut

after hair cut :p this picture was taken at jogya. left: shinta right: irma. me in the center hehe

sebelah kiri: si camen tunjung haha

goooood morniiiiing everybodeeeeeh :D well today i woke up with a happpyyyyy mood i don't know why haha lol. i'm chillin' on my bed right now, youtube-ing korean mv, reading some people's blog, stalking my friend on twitter and fb hahaha just spent my me time because today i don't have any schedule on campus. yeeeeeyyy!

well well actually since 2 weeks ago, myself always think to wear hijab day by day, more and more i think i should to wear hijab as soon as possible! i feel 'perang batin' all day T.T but i think i'm not ready yet to wear hijab huaaaaa why? i don't know. doain aja yah pemirsah biar gue secepetnya pake hijab hehe aamiiiiiin! 

2 weeks ago my lovely grandma died (Then for u my beloved madamoiselle,may u have a peace beside God,i will always love u..) she's one of person i love the most in my life. you're gone too soon granny :'(

i cry a lot when i hear this song cause the lyric feels like mine when i lost her :(

Bye Bye - Mariah Carey

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face


I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever


(bye bye bye bye bye bye)
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

i miss you sooo much granny :(