after hair cut :p this picture was taken at jogya. left: shinta right: irma. me in the center hehe
sebelah kiri: si camen tunjung haha
goooood morniiiiing everybodeeeeeh :D well today i woke up with a happpyyyyy mood i don't know why haha lol. i'm chillin' on my bed right now, youtube-ing korean mv, reading some people's blog, stalking my friend on twitter and fb hahaha just spent my me time because today i don't have any schedule on campus. yeeeeeyyy!
well well actually since 2 weeks ago, myself always think to wear hijab day by day, more and more i think i should to wear hijab as soon as possible! i feel 'perang batin' all day T.T but i think i'm not ready yet to wear hijab huaaaaa why? i don't know. doain aja yah pemirsah biar gue secepetnya pake hijab hehe aamiiiiiin!
2 weeks ago my lovely grandma died (Then for u my beloved madamoiselle,may u have a peace beside God,i will always love u..) she's one of person i love the most in my life. you're gone too soon granny :'(
i cry a lot when i hear this song cause the lyric feels like mine when i lost her :(
Bye Bye - Mariah Carey
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady Put your hand way up high We will never say bye (no, no, no) Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times I didn't get it but you kept me in line I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes On Sunday mornings, and I missed you But I'm glad we talked through All them grown folk things Separation brings You never let me know it You never let it show because You loved me and obviously There's so much more left to say If you were with me today face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this And everyday life goes on like "I wish I could talk to you for awhile" Miss you but I try not to cry As time goes by And it's true that you've reached a better place Still I'd give the world to see your face And I'm right here next to you But it's like you're gone too soon Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done And you never got to see me back at number one I wish that you were here to celebrate together I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight I thought you were so strong You'd make it through whatever It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
(bye bye bye bye bye bye) Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady Put your hand way up high We will never say bye (no, no, no) Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
what I learned in life is, That no matter how good a person is, sometimes they can hurt you and because of this we must forgive. It takes years to build trust and only seconds to destroy it.. We don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.. The circumstances and the environment influence on our lives, but we are the one who responsible for ourselves.. That you have to control your acts or they will control you.. That patience requires much practice.. that there people who love us, but simply don't know how to show it.. That sometimes the person you think will hurt you and make you fall.. Is instead one of the few who will help you to get up.. You shoukd never tell a child that dreams are fake, it wouldbe a tragedy if they knew.. It's not always enough to be forgiven by someone, in most cases you have tp forgive yourself first.. That no matter in how many pieces your heart is broken, the world doesn't stop to fix it.. May be God wants us to meet all the wrong people before meeting the right one.. So when we finally meet the right one we are grateful for that gift.. When the door of happiness closes, another door opens.. but often we look so long at the closed one.. we don't see what was open for us.. The best kind of a friend is the kind in which you can sit on a porch and walk.. Without saying a word and when you leave it feels it was the best conversation you ever had. It's true we don't know what we have until we find it, but its also true, we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.. It only takes a minute to offens someone, an hour to like someone, a day to love someone,but it takes a life time to forget someone. Don't look for appearances, they can be deceiving, don't go for wealth even that can fade, Find someone who makes you smile, because it only takes a smile to make a day better, find what makes your heart smile.. There are moments in life when you miss someone so much.. that you wish you can take them out of your dream and hug them for real.. Dream what you want, go whereever you want to go..because you have only one life.. and one change to do the things you want to do.. The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the best of everything that comes their ways. The best future is based on the forgotten past.. You can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
Hola everyone I’m back yeah I know that I didn’t post a new entri for a mid-long time hehe just like I
always said that I’m so busy with my crazy schedule, assignment, an awesome guy and a bunch of good friends. Yap
let’s start, today I wanna write about my fucking obsession, my dream, my
favorite thing or I called it a whole thing that I wanna do and I like. Here we
go..
First, Korea
Yep yep yep I love this damn cute wonderful country (without
forget my country of course) why? why? Because there’s so much thing that
really make me feel ‘wow’ hehe I’m positively intoxicated with it culture,
food,citizen, language, korean pop and bla bla bla. And for your info, now I’m
learning Korean language both written and speaking. And I swear to myself someday,
I’ll go to there or maybe livin’ in :)
Second, Dress
I’m fucking in love with this girl stuff, maybe a lot of
girl out there are in love to dress like
me hehe I’m sick with mini dress,medium dress,elegant dress,bling bling dress
etc except long dress. So, who want buy me a dress? Raise your hand please :p
Third, high heels
I think I don’t need to write about why I love this thing
bcause it’s worth to us, who’s not?
Fourth, A couple with tuxedo and dress
Yep, just like in romantic movie, action movie or else I
always fall in love when I see a guy wear a match tuxedo and his partner
wearing a match dress, God must be Great!
Fifth, London
Like korea, I’m highly intoxicated with this country
especially a brittish man use a black tuxedo with a white umbrella on his hand,
okay I must be melting thousand time see that beautiful scene hahaha
Sixth, Dancing
I’m doing jaipong dance since I’m on junior high school
until now.
Oke tulisan gue kali ini mungkin agak kontroversi atau setidaknya mengundang
banyak komentar orang yang ga setuju. but, it’s just my opinion, ok. Pertama
yang terlintas dipikiran gue pas nonton berita mudik di Indonesia yang cukup
banyak memakan korban jiwa which is naik sekitar 2% dari taun 2011 kemaren,
yang meninggal jumlahnya ga bisa di anggap sebelah mata menurut gue tapi pas
liat angka kecelakaannya pun cukup tinggi bikin gue mikir, apa yang salah dari
semua ini? Kita semua tau kalo tradisi mudik mungkin cuma ada di Indonesia.
Setelah gue pikir (beneran gue mikirin ini cukup serius hehe) sepertinya di
Indonesia mulai terjadi tradisi mudik karna terjadinya urbanisasi. Yap. Which
is Jakarta sebagai ibukota mengalami peningkatan kemajuan fasilitas, sarana,
prasarana yang jauuuuuuuh lebih maju dibanding kota-kota lainnya. Nah faktor
ini juga yg mungkin memicu para pendatang dari kota-kota lain bahkan, maaf,
kampung-kampung kecil diluar sana yang jauh dari kata kemajuan baik dari segi
pendidikan, ekonomi, sosial dan sebagainya. Mungkin itu sebabnya mereka2 ini
yang bermodalkan nekat, ilmu yang mungkin ga seberapa juga modal yang ga begitu
besar buat mencoba peruntungan di ibu kota Negara ini, Jakarta. Nah menurut
pemikiran gue ga sedikit dari para pendatang ini yang sukses bertahan hidup
dengan membuat kehidupan mereka dan keluarganya jauuuh lebih baik disbanding
tempat asal mereka tapiiii, ga sedikit juga yg gagal yg akhirnya malah jadi
pengangguran di Jakarta dengan tingkat ekonomi, pendidikan, sosial yang bisa
dikatakan rendah, but I know, they love Jakarta. Suka atau engga banyak hal yg
bikin mereka ga bisa balik lagi ke kota asal mereka, bisa jadi ga punya modal,
terlanjur betah, dan banyak lagi alesan lain. Nah ketika mereka jauh dari
keluarga mereka disana, ya orangtua, adik, kakak juga sanak keluarga yang lain,
mungkin mereka ini kangen lah pastinya or maybe they feel guilty karena
ninggalin orang tua yang beneran ‘tua’ disana. Nah ketika momen lebaran tentu
dong kita semua pengen ketemu atau tinggal deket orangtua kita dan itu yang
mereka rasain. Faktornya, ketika mereka tinggal dijakarta ini berusaha fight
dengan segala tetek bengek kota besar, ketika mereka mudik, mereka ngerasa ‘wow
ini nyaman sekali’ ya gimana engga mungkin banyak diantara kita ataupun mereka
ga bisa melakukakn ini, silaturahim sama orangtua pada hari2 biasa. Nah ketika
mereka merasa nyaman they do it again and again in the next year atau pas
lebaran sehingga terjadilah tradisi mudik di Indonesia. Pertanyaanya adalah apa
emang menemui orang tua dan keluarga disana hanya bisa dilakukan pada saat hari
besar lebaran ini aja? Sesulit itukah meluangkan waktu silaturahim sebelum
bulan suci ramadhan? Toh mungkin kita punya sedikit waktu luang buat menjaga
silaturahim yg mungkin menurut gue bisa sedikit ngobatin rasa kangen tanpa
harus nunggu momen lebaran? Apa yang salah? Apa mungkin kualitas silaturahim
kita yang buruk? Sehingga kalo saat lebaran kita ga mudik itu bakal bikin
perasaan ga nyaman lah ngerasa bersalah sama keluarga dll. Ckck it’s
complicated ffiuh. Sebenernya mudik aman pun bisa dilakukakn, tapiii tentu
butuh kerjasama dari berbagai pihak, pemerintah dan masyarakat juga.
Pada akhirnya gue ngerasain ini lagi hmm ngerasa jadi orang baru yang tiba-tiba dateng ke kehidupannya. Lagi-lagi gue orang baru yang masih berusaha untuk deket juga sama orang-orang terdekatnya ya keluarga ya sahabat ya termasuk mantannya juga yang masih sahabatan sampe sekarang. Apa hak gue ngelarang dia? Toh mereka berdua kenal jauuuuh dari sebelum gue hadir dihidupnya. Mungkin kedengeran lebay atau emang gue yang lagi melankolis malem ini gara-gara mood yang lagi kacau ditambah fudul yang bener-bener ga disengaja itu. Gue tau, gue sadar mereka punya cerita yang jauuuh lebih banyak dari yang gue punya,gue sadar kalo sekarang saat ini ya status gue itu punyanya. Tapi yang namanya perasaan tetep aja ga bisa dibohongin. Gue nyoba ngerti, nyoba kuat, nyoba rasional kalo gue sendiri ga boleh egois ngelarang dia ini itu bahkan menjaga silaturahmi sama mantannya itu. Tapi lagi-lagi gue cuma manusia biasa yang yaaa kadang bisa juga lemah, bisa juga nangis untuk hal yang mungkin menurut otak gue ‘harusnya jangan ngeliat ke belakang karena itu masa lalu’. Ya termasuk dia yang sekarang jadi pribadi kaya gini juga pasti ngelewatin proses masa lalunya itu, termasuk gue. Lagi-lagi teori emang lebih gampang daripada prakteknya. Dan lagi-lagi malem ini gue cuma bisa nangis buat seengganya ngurangin beban dihati,ngurangin unek-unek yang gue sendiri gatau mau bagi ke siapa, mau cerita ke siapa karena mungkin mereka pun ga akan bener-bener ngerti apa yang gue rasain. Yaudah lah telen aja dew. Gue ga mau munafik, kadang gue ngerasa hidup mandiri dikota orang, jauh dari orang tua, jauh dari orang yang mungkin bisa bener-bener ngejaga gue itu ga gampang. Ga sekali dua kali gue ngerasa sendirian dibogor (walaupun gue punya pacar dan temen-temen yang baik disana) ya karena memang pada akhirnya manusia itu ngejalanin semuanya itu sendirian. Yaudah lah gue juga ga ngerti ini nulis apa karena memang seharusnya gue terima masa lalunya gimana pun itu. Maaf, gue ga maksud nyindir siapa-siapa ditulisan ini karena emang murni dari hati kecil ini yang ‘protes’ meminta untuk sedikit diperhatikan. Keep smile yaa . See you in the next post.
Cinta itu unik ya. Karena cinta, apapun bisa terjadi. Karena cinta kita bisa berubah menjadi seseorang yang biasanya bersikap dewasa menjadi kekanak-kanakan. Karena cinta, mood kita ga karuan. Karena cinta, semua hal terasa indah dan begitu menyenangkan. Cinta membuat bahagia. Namun, suatu ketika. Kita pun jatuh karena cinta, menangis karena cinta, tersungkur karena cinta. Kita patah hati karena cinta, kecewa karena cinta, terluka karena cinta.
Ketika kita sudah merasa terluka karena cinta, apakah hal yang bisa menyembuhkan luka tersebut? Jawabannya adalah.. Cinta. Ya, cinta. Cinta yang membuat terluka dan cinta pula yang bisa menyembuhkan luka itu. Cinta dari Tuhan, keluarga, teman, sahabat, orang-orang terdekat. Tuhan tidak akan membiarkan kita terlarut dan terpuruk di dalam suatu keadaan yang menyedihkan, Tuhan akan menolong kita untuk bangkit, dengan cintaNya.
Cinta adalah segalanya, segalanya yang terbaik. Sesungguhnya, cinta tidak pernah menjadi rumit, keadaanlah yang membuatnya rumit. Cinta tidak pernah menyakiti. Manusia lah yang menyakiti. Cinta juga tidak pernah melukai. Manusia lah yang melukai. Cinta begitu mulia, begitu indah, begitu simpel. Maka, jika kamu jatuh tersungkur, ingatlah, bahwa cinta akan selalu membawamu kembali bahagia, kembali merasakan keindahan hidup yang sesungguhnya. Feel the love in your life, because love is all around you. Enjoy it, and never let it go. Have faith :)
special to:
GOD
My Happy Family
Alim (Ajeng, Dea, Prames, Nenu)
Febriyanto Nugroho
Partner in Crime (Jean, Ine, ka yuli,ka pipit, ka aida, ka yaya)
Hola everyone, I’m back. Loooooooong time no post ya hehe ane sibuk kuliah gan.
Oke mulai. Rasanya ga adil kalo sebelum-sebelumnya gue selalu bikin post tentang ex ex gue yang boleh dibilang jerk, sedangkan sekarang gue udah punya cowo yang jauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh better than sebelumnya, jauuuh lebih baik dari segi apapun, bener-bener dari segi manapun doi seribu kali lipat lebih baik! Thanks God you gave me such a great, good, wonderful guy like him.
Butuh banyak cowok-cowok berengsek sebelumnya sampe akhirnya gue ketemu doi, febriyanto nugroho dibogor, kota gue kuliah sekarang. Butuh banyak air mata sampe akhirnya gue dikasih cowok sebaik doi, dan tentunya gue bersyukur punya doi, bersyukur. Banget.
Mpeb, febri, dodol, biasanya gue panggil dia begitu hehe kenapa dodol? Ya karena doi dodol banget -..- koplaknya tingkat dewa. He can make me laugh three times than everyone can do ehehe :p he can cheer me up, support me when I sad or give his shoulder when I cry. sweet little thing yang cuma dilakuin doi ke gue yang ga bisa digantiin siapapun :)
don't ask me how we met, cause i don't even know how we met 'till be a couple like this, seriously ahaha.
Lagi-lagi gue cuma cewek biasa yang selalu punya keinginan buat langgeng sama doi amiiin. Gue gatau mau nulis apalagi bukan karena gue gatau apa-apa lagi tentang doi tapi too much good story about him yang cuma buat diri gue aja yang tau hehe. see you in next post. Annyeong.
see that pict was taken at my lodging house hahaha looks funny right? yeah he's gorgeous *jempol*
P.S: This post I dedicated for my special namja chingu, Febriyanto Nugroho. Aku sayang kamu. Sooo much ‘till this heart wanna explode hehe
To the beat as the music blares
Everyone put your hands up and get your drinks up
The entire world is going crazy
Everyone put your hands up and get your drinks up
Now
Put your Hands Up, Put your Hands Up, put, put, put, put, put
Put your Hands Up, Put your Hands Up, put, put, put, put, put
Put your Hands Up, Put your Hands Up, put, put, put, put, put
Put your Hands Up, Put your Hands Up, put, put, put, put, put
Volume up till the speaker burst
And everybody going crazy besotted
besotted, besotted
Shake your body
Not to think anything
Everybody let's party
All night everybody who agrees hurray
Let's party all night
Giddy up! Giddy up! You know what I'm sayin
This is a listening pick-me-up
The priming for the party
It suits well the lights
Shaking all night am i right
Here we go, Here we go let's do it continuously
It's only 12:00 am still have time till sunrise
still have time till sunrise, still have time till sunrise
So let's start again after
One more drink
Before the sunrise
Don't stop the music
DJ I am asking you
"I can trust you OK?"
Yes sir
So that nobody
Says i am going home
Everybody let's drink
One shot all together here you go
To the beat as the music blares
Everyone put your hands up and get your drinks up
Te entire world is going crazy
Everyone put your hands up and get your drinks up
Don't stop tonight
Forget everything OH
In your mind
and enjoy OOH~
Now
Put your Hands Up, Put your Hands Up, put, put, put, put, put
Put your Hands Up, Put your Hands Up, put, put, put, put, put
Put your Hands Up, Put your Hands Up, put, put, put, put, put
Put your Hands Up, Put your Hands Up, put, put, put, put, put
Put your Hands Up!
yuhuu everyone i'm back! hayoo tebak gue nulis apa itu diatas? apa? yap! bener. itu translate lagu terbaru dari my favourite boyband 2PM!!! judulnya Hands UP! sueeeer gue lagi keranjingan banget dengerin lagu ini! demi apa gue CINTA banget sama konsep lagu mereka ini di second full album mereka. yah 2PM berhasil ngerubah image mereka yang selama ini selalu bernuansa 'dark' (walau rata-rata semua lagu mereka up beat semua) tapi di MV Hands Up ini mereka keliatan keren banget, ceria, ganteng dan yang jelas bikin gue mimisan! nih kalo ga percaya liat aja sendiri video klipnya
gimana? keren dong ya kan ya dong? ehehehe ko gue agak maksa ya -_- liat dong itu junho, taecyeon,chansung,junsu,wooyoung,nichkhun tampan semua!!!!!!!! *histerisgulingguling . junho keliatan 'bersinar' banget disini hehe gue juga suka banget dance mereka pas di menit ke 2:27 sama menit ke 2:43. THEY'RE SO AWESOME!!
tadi sore gue barusan nonton mereka di KBS Music Bank which is mereka comeback stage disana. gue, depin, sofi, titis jerit-jerit ala abg labil haha abis ga nahan boo liat mereka K-E-R-E-N B-A-N-G-E-T !!!!! mereka energik banget pas bawain lagu ini. demi apa deh gue udah cinta banget sama boyband ini! especially nichkhun ehehehe as usual lah :p
oiya hari ini juga pas banget bertepatan sama ulang tahunnya nichkhun dan gue udah upload project gue waktu itu buat doi lewat twitter (baca di posting sebelumnya : His Birthday Project) hihihi doi yang ulang tahun gue yang girang. ada satu kabar lagi katanya 2PM bakal ngadain full concert di indonesia bulan desember nanti. astaga itu artinya gue harus nabung lebih keras (ya i'll do anything for them!) tapi gue jadi bingung sendiri soalnya 2 hari lagi gue resmi jadi anak kost dan itu artinya gue harus pinter-pinter ngatur keuangan biar tetep bisa nabung -_- *garukgaruktanah. ya efeknya adalah tiap malem gue galau kalo mikirin nge-kost gue ga bakal update banget pastinya tentang 2PM. huaaaa :'( bakalan susah juga update khuntoria tiap weekend! huaaaaaa galau!oke, cukup dew ngelanturnya tadi lagi bahas 2PM :p
oke balik ke topik, intinya gue FALLIN' IN LOVE banget sama 2PM!! you rock guys! nih ada juga behind the scene pembuatan video klip hands up yang ngambil lokasi di Singapore. check this out
ya mereka terlalu keren. they're too cool as human! ahahaha histeris sendiri kan gue. oiya sori juga ga gue tulis lirik koreanya karena selain pembaca gue ga semuanya suka korea juga post ini bisa jadi panjang banget hehe. udah dulu deh ga bakal abis gue bahas mereka mah :p gue mau makan malem dulu sekalian lanjut dengerin lagu hands up. see you in the next post! YO PUT YOUR HANDS UP!!
hi everyone, i'm back :) well, today i really really really BORED and i think i need to write it down but i don't know what should i write -_- yaa saat ini gue lagi butuh seorang motivator yang handal to cheer me up, to 'burn my spirit' to do all the things that i wanna do. so dari pagi gue nyari-nyari kalimat-kalimat yang bisa ngegambarin suasana hati gue saat ini atau kalimat yang 'bisa bikin gue berpikir tentang semua lebih dalam'
intinya gue butuh penyemangat! gue ngubek-ngubek google. blogspot orang, tumblr nya temen-temen gue buat nyari-nyari kalimat yang asoy geboy mantcap! (ini apaan sih dew asoy geboy? Lo mau dangdutan? -_-)
aaah i need someone to share but i couldn't find them and of course, if i find them i just can't give them some of mine. absolutely.
udah deh gue juga makin ga paham sama tulisan gue sendiri jadinya (yeah, well, sh*t happen) -_- So Ladies and Gentleman, Proudly Present...The Quotes that i found from my friend tumblr uyeeeah here you are!
yang kalimat diatas ini beneran 'gue banget' buat Anda semua yang pernah jahat sama gue semoga baca ini ya hoho
and yes sometimes i feel like Eeyore. Definetly
yang kalimat diatas ini sama persis yang nichkhun ucapin di lagu Without You -nya 2PM. and yes everything happen for a reason.and yes i DO believe.
yep, that's all. gue suka banget sama 3 qoutes terakhir, karena gue dikasih kesempatan oleh Yang Maha Kuasa untuk hidup dan gue akan berjuang untuk itu. walaupun ga semuanya manis ga semuanya mudah tapi gue harus yakin bisa because i'm a girl and i can do it even thought Life was never easy. Let's Grow up, accept it.
