being so blue crying over you

hey boy if you read this, i hope you realize that you're sooooooooooooooo DUMB to leave a beautiful woman like me. why i said that? because you AFFAIR with another woman named Reydhita. i finally made the decision made to end our relationship. its so hurt me you know. I think you regret it but it didn't, you still in touch even flirting with other woman. Arilya Fitri, Firda, Astri, Vina. who else? i also don't even know if there were any other woman. YOU HAD PROMISED TO TURN INTO A BETTER MAN. in fact, YOU HAVEN'T CHANGED. YOU AFFAIR WITH MANY WOMEN!


yeah you just promised. promise is promise, and for some people, promise means nothing (but do you know, for others, promise means SOMETHING)
i was shock when you even accusing me and turn me back the real fact. YOU ARE TRULY THE MOST HYPOCRITICAL MAN I'VE EVER KNOWN!!
i don't care if you read this and you feel offended. i don't care if you read this and your spirit to "kill" come up. I REALLY DON'T GIVE A DAMN FUCK ABOUT YOU. i just want you to know, that you're the dumbest man i've ever known IN THIS WORLD. you know, kiss my ass for you.


NOW, i'll make my own new world. forget that dumbass and let you see, you DOESN'T DESERVE ME.
and together, let us wait and see you crying for me and regreting for letting me go :)
Thanks for  all the memories you have given for 8 months. Thanks for the lies that had you doing behind me. Thanks because you have betrayed me.
ok now, i want to leave the past and live in the present and think about future. and the last, I pray:
God, please send an angel to protect me and help me to through this. give me strength more than i have now and also send me a great man to be my guardian. And the last God, i ask you, please don't ever let me shed even just one tear for that man anymore. AMIN.

God is fair. LIE WOULD HAVE FOUND OUT. good people can definitely good people, bad people mati aja sonoooo. haha.

Good bye belo.

The song that played while writing this:

*sherina - pergilah kau

*Oneway - a thousand word

*Rihanna - love the way you lie

*D'massiv - manusia tak berharga

*Lily allen - smile

*2PM - without you

*2PM, nichkhun - don't wanna try

just read it

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