Everyone Put Your Hands Up!

To the beat as the music blares
Everyone put your hands up and get your drinks up
The entire world is going crazy
Everyone put your hands up and get your drinks up

Now
Put your Hands Up, Put your Hands Up, put, put, put, put, put
Put your Hands Up, Put your Hands Up, put, put, put, put, put
Put your Hands Up, Put your Hands Up, put, put, put, put, put
Put your Hands Up, Put your Hands Up, put, put, put, put, put

Volume up till the speaker burst
And everybody going crazy besotted
besotted, besotted
Shake your body
Not to think anything

Everybody let's party
All night everybody who agrees hurray
Let's party all night
Giddy up! Giddy up! You know what I'm sayin
This is a listening pick-me-up
The priming for the party
It suits well the lights
Shaking all night am i right

Here we go, Here we go let's do it continuously
It's only 12:00 am still have time till sunrise
still have time till sunrise, still have time till sunrise
So let's start again after
One more drink

Before the sunrise
Don't stop the music
DJ I am asking you
"I can trust you OK?"
Yes sir
So that nobody
Says i am going home
Everybody let's drink
One shot all together here you go

To the beat as the music blares
Everyone put your hands up and get your drinks up
Te entire world is going crazy
Everyone put your hands up and get your drinks up

Don't stop tonight
Forget everything OH
In your mind
and enjoy OOH~

Now
Put your Hands Up, Put your Hands Up, put, put, put, put, put
Put your Hands Up, Put your Hands Up, put, put, put, put, put
Put your Hands Up, Put your Hands Up, put, put, put, put, put
Put your Hands Up, Put your Hands Up, put, put, put, put, put

Put your Hands Up!

yuhuu everyone i'm back! hayoo tebak gue nulis apa itu diatas? apa? yap! bener. itu translate lagu terbaru dari my favourite boyband 2PM!!! judulnya Hands UP! sueeeer gue lagi keranjingan banget dengerin lagu ini! demi apa gue CINTA banget sama konsep lagu mereka ini di second full album mereka. yah 2PM berhasil ngerubah image mereka yang selama ini selalu bernuansa 'dark' (walau rata-rata semua lagu mereka up beat semua) tapi di MV Hands Up ini mereka keliatan keren banget, ceria, ganteng dan yang jelas bikin gue mimisan! nih kalo ga percaya liat aja sendiri video klipnya

 

gimana? keren dong ya kan ya dong? ehehehe ko gue agak maksa ya -_- liat dong itu junho, taecyeon,chansung,junsu,wooyoung,nichkhun tampan semua!!!!!!!! *histerisgulingguling . junho keliatan 'bersinar' banget disini hehe gue juga suka banget dance mereka pas di menit ke 2:27 sama menit ke 2:43. THEY'RE SO AWESOME!!

tadi sore gue barusan nonton mereka di KBS Music Bank which is mereka comeback stage disana. gue, depin, sofi, titis jerit-jerit ala abg labil haha abis ga nahan boo liat mereka K-E-R-E-N B-A-N-G-E-T !!!!! mereka energik banget pas bawain lagu ini. demi apa deh gue udah cinta banget sama boyband ini! especially nichkhun ehehehe as usual lah :p

oiya hari ini juga pas banget bertepatan sama ulang tahunnya nichkhun dan gue udah upload project gue waktu itu buat doi lewat twitter (baca di posting sebelumnya : His Birthday Project) hihihi doi yang ulang tahun gue yang girang. ada satu kabar lagi katanya 2PM bakal ngadain full concert di indonesia bulan desember nanti. astaga itu artinya gue harus nabung lebih keras (ya i'll do anything for them!) tapi gue jadi bingung sendiri soalnya 2 hari lagi gue resmi jadi anak kost dan itu artinya gue harus pinter-pinter ngatur keuangan biar tetep bisa nabung -_- *garukgaruktanah. ya efeknya adalah tiap malem gue galau kalo mikirin nge-kost gue ga bakal update banget pastinya tentang 2PM. huaaaa :'( bakalan susah juga update khuntoria tiap weekend! huaaaaaa galau!oke, cukup dew ngelanturnya tadi lagi bahas 2PM :p

oke balik ke topik, intinya gue FALLIN' IN LOVE banget sama 2PM!! you rock guys! nih ada juga behind the scene pembuatan video klip hands up yang ngambil lokasi di Singapore. check this out

ya mereka terlalu keren. they're too cool as human! ahahaha histeris sendiri kan gue. oiya sori juga ga gue tulis lirik koreanya karena selain pembaca gue ga semuanya suka korea juga post ini bisa jadi panjang banget hehe. udah dulu deh ga bakal abis gue bahas mereka mah :p gue mau makan malem dulu sekalian lanjut dengerin lagu hands up. see you in the next post! YO PUT YOUR HANDS UP!!

uhm. Random

hi everyone, i'm back :) well, today i really really really BORED and i think i need to write it down but i don't know what should i write -_- yaa saat ini gue lagi butuh seorang motivator yang handal to cheer me up, to 'burn my spirit' to do all the things that i wanna do. so dari pagi gue nyari-nyari kalimat-kalimat yang bisa ngegambarin suasana hati gue saat ini atau kalimat yang 'bisa bikin gue berpikir tentang semua lebih dalam'

intinya gue butuh penyemangat! gue ngubek-ngubek google. blogspot orang, tumblr nya temen-temen gue buat nyari-nyari kalimat yang asoy geboy mantcap! (ini apaan sih dew asoy geboy? Lo mau dangdutan? -_-)

aaah i need someone to share but i couldn't find them and of course, if i find them i just can't give them some of mine. absolutely.

udah deh gue juga makin ga paham sama tulisan gue sendiri jadinya (yeah, well, sh*t happen) -_- So Ladies and Gentleman, Proudly Present...The Quotes that i found from my friend tumblr uyeeeah here you are!

 

 

 

 yang kalimat diatas ini beneran 'gue banget' buat Anda semua yang pernah jahat sama gue semoga baca ini ya hoho 

and yes sometimes i feel like Eeyore. Definetly

yang kalimat diatas ini sama persis yang nichkhun ucapin di lagu Without You -nya 2PM. and yes everything happen for a reason. and yes i DO believe.

 

 yep, that's all. gue suka banget sama 3 qoutes terakhir, karena gue dikasih kesempatan oleh Yang Maha Kuasa untuk hidup dan gue akan berjuang untuk itu. walaupun ga semuanya manis ga semuanya mudah tapi gue harus yakin bisa because i'm a girl and i can do it even thought Life was never easy. Let's Grow up, accept it.

His Birthday Project!

Hi everyone :) long time no post ya biasa deh sibuk molor hehe. ok, post kali ini gue pengen tulis tentang my lovely honey handsome husband (?) Nichkhun Buck Horvejkul. uyee hati gue senang meletup-letup tiap inget idola favorit gue ini hehe. berhubung sekarang udah masuk bulan juni, nah lo tau dong kalo baca post gue sebelumnya yang ngebahas nichkhun juga, doi nih ulang taunnya tanggal 24 juni dan itu berarti 2 minggu lagi! hoho *tepuktanganhebohsendiri
nah berhubung gue juga penggemar beratnya, udah dari lama gue punya project mau bikin foto atau tulisan 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY OPPA' (oppa artinya kakak cowo dalam bahasa korea) gue pengennya sih nanti pas hari-H gue upload fotonya via twitter ke akun twitternya doi (@khunnie0624) ya mudah-mudahan dia liat fotonya. cuma gue bingung, doi kan orang thailand, nah gue ga bisa atau lebih tepatnya gatau bahasa thailand-nya selamat ulang tahun itu apa hehe. terus gue sempet mikir buat nulis pake bahasa koreanya 'saengil chukaehamnida' tapi ko kurang sreg ya -_- terus sempet kepikiran juga mau bikin tulisan gede pake huruf hangul 생일 축하합니다 tapi pas gue kasih warna jadinya malah ga bagus T_T akhirnya gue putuskan ucapan paling STANDAR di seluruh dunia 'Happy Birthday' (iye gue tau ga kreatip -_-) 
setelah minta bantuan depin(baca: maksa) buat fotoin gue yang megang kertas ucapannya jadilah fotonya. cuma sayang banget pas muka gue lagi jerawatan (shit meen) gue coba dengan segala posisi, segala sudut, macem-macem ukuran pixel kamera akhirnya gue dapet yang bagus. and after that baru deh gue edit fotonya dan jadinya begini 

gimana menurut lo? pasti standar banget kan -_- ya maklum deh gue juga ga jago ngedit foto tapi demi aa nichkhun gue bakal lakukan apapun! hahaha
oiya, bulan mei kemaren kan gue ulang taun juga, nah sahabat gue, ria ngasih kado yang bener-bener-bikin-gue-seneng-terharu-girang-lompat-lompat. you know what? kumpulan foto nichkhun yang belum pernah gue liat dan ga ada di internet!!!!!! woo makasih banget neng! pengennya nanti gue udah kost kado itu gue pajang di kamar kost hehe
terus berhubiung dikumpulan foto nichkhun itu dalah tulisan 'saengil chukae' juga terbesit deh pikiran buat ngedit-ngedit foto dari situ hehe gue juga bakal upload foto kumpulan foto nichkhun itu ke akun twitter doi yaa biar doi liat deh :p
nah hasil-hasil foto plus editannya kaya gini 

  

 

 

gimana? unyu kan? hehe itu baru sebagian sebenernya masih banyak tapi entah kenapa malem ini kecepatan upload foto internet gue rada lama -_- jadi ga bisa semua gue upload.

nah ini juga ada sebagian foto proses sebelum diedit kaya yang diatas

ya itu dia beberapa foto-fotonya doain ya nanti doi liat foto yang gue upload hehe biar sederhana tapi yang penting itu niat! siapa tau doi ngeh terus reply tweet gue, terus follow back gue, terus temenan, terus ketemuan teruuus....oke cukup itu lebay banget hehe

psst, i promise to make another birthday project for 2PM members too. junho, junsu, taecyeon, chansung, wooyoung^^

yaiyalah secara 2PM boyband favorit gue banget hehe

sekian dulu pos kali ini ya. yoo marii capcus bye byeeeeeee :)

*special thanks to : Ria, depin, agil, ka ninis

2 Different Tears

I'm tryna figure out how to move on with my life
Without you by my side
Wakin up with teary eyes,
I can't do this no more, gotta erase you now

So I think of all the pain you've given me
Try to look at all the damage you've done to me
No matter how hard I try,
I just can't figure out why
I keep thinking bout how sweet you used to be

Gave me 2 different tears
After all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain
Like sunshine and rain
So I hate you
But the love you gave me was so so good
So I love you
But the pain you gave me was so so bad ...

*2 Different Tears- Wonder Girl*

Hi. just wanna say that I'm sick of this f*cking feeling. i'm just tired with all of this. Love stuff? hmm maybe. kiss my ass for that.

what i have to say is sometimes i feel alone and no one understand me. yep, that's the point.
now let me ask you, (which is i know that no one will answer this) did you ever feel you love someone but instead he hurt you? or you love someone but he don't love you back? i guess maybe yes, you ever fell like that. but the point is now i'm afraid to open my heart back to a man. i'm afraid because i don't want hurt myself again. it's traumatic, you know. iya, gue trauma.
gue cuma gatau kenapa gue bisa begini, bisa kacau begini.
yang paling utama, yang paling gue butuhin saat gue begini adalah temen-temen gue, sahabat-sahabat gue. tapi gue tau mereka lagi sibuk sekarang mengejar impian masing-masing. i know my friends has their own problem, i just can't give them some of mine. so, i keep it for myself. dan gue pun sibuk sama kegiatan-kegiatan gue atau lebih tepatnya gue yang menenggelamkan diri dalam kesibukan ini buat ngelupain semuanya. huft.
i need someone to hug me, tell me everything is okay.
i wanna have someone that can understand me, love me like the way i am, care to me without any intention. is there someone out there? i guess not for this question.
huaaah it's hurt like a hell! it's hurt like d*mn thing! aaaaaaaa i wanna scream loud, you know!
rasanya gue mau meledak.
but i know that no one will hear me.

i don't know why i feel like this whereas yesterday i can control myself, i can control my emotion and i can through all this. whereas yesterday i can strongly through all this. but this time, i failed.
yeah, well, sh*t happen
 berulang kali gue puter lagu Fergie 'Big Girl Don't Cry' nyampe gue blenek, nyampe hafal banget itu lagu. iya, gue berusaha buat diri ini kuat, buat menstimulasi otak gue sendiri kalo gue ga boleh cengeng
now when i feel like this, i need rain. why? because i can cry under the rain without worry that others will know i'm cry. kalo ujan ga akan ada yang sadar gue nangis

cry under the rain like this

A walk to remember

hi everyone! :) it's been along time i didn't update this blog yaa biasa sibuk :p now, i just wanna tell you one of my favourite movie (but in this case, it also my fav novel) di posting sebelumnya gue tulis soundtrack film ini. so here we go..
A Walk to Remember adalah sebuah film 2002 film dengan seting pertengahan tahun 1990an di Beaufort, North Carolina. Film ini berdasarkan dari novel tahun 1998 yang ditulis olehNicholas Sparks. Film ini dibintangi oleh Mandy Moore dan Shane West. Film ini disutradarai oleh Adam Shankman dan diproduksi oleh Denise DiNovi dan Hunt Lowry untuk Warner Bros. Pictures.

film yang dibintangi oleh Shane West sebagai Landon Lawrence Carter dan Mandy Moore sebagai Jamie Elizabeth Sullivan, asli bikin air mata beleber kemana-mana. tapi bukan sekedar film romantis cengeng gitu. film ini menceritakan gimana rasa kasih sayang (terhadap pasangan) yg sesungguhnya (wuih pokonya wajib nonton!) which is pada akhirnya sang istri, Jamie (diperankan oleh mandy moore) harus meninggal karena menderita leukimia. (dan tentunya gue nangis di bagian ini sodara-sodara T.T ) disini diceritain gimana perjuangan pria tampan ini (baca: shane west) berusaha membahagiakan pacarnya, Jamie yang akhirnya dinikahinya. gimana doi berusaha menerima kenyataan kalo ternyata pacarnya sakit. gue suka banget salah satu quote yang ada di film ini 'Love is like the wind. I can't see it but I can feel it' . cadas banget bos! kalimat itu diucapin sama Landon pas Jamie udah meninggal dan dia kangen banget sama istrinya itu. (tiba-tiba kepengen punya suami kaya Landon hehe)

yang jelas film ini wajib banget ditonton dan siap-siap menderita ya buat para jomblo hehe karena abis nonton ini rasanya pengen punya pasangan abadi kaya film ini :p gue nonton film ini berkali-kali juga gaaaaa bosen-bosen secara gitu ya pemain-pemainnya make my eyes so fresh! hehe

Only Hope - Mandy Moore

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope 

Di penghujung masa putih abu

yoo mari udah lama yah ga posting hehe, langsung aja yu. oke, kemaren hari ulang tahun gue tanggal 16 mei 2011 yang kebetulan juga bertepatan sama hari pengumuman kelulusan. dan alhamdulillahnya gue lulus begitu juga temen-temen sekolah satu angkatan. dan yah gue bener-bener bersyukur atas semua rahmat yang Allah berikan dari gue lahir sampe lulus SMA gini :') ya biasa deh sedikit flashback gue inget banget hari pertama gue ngejalanin mabis yang asli bikin badan pegel-pegel sampai tiba di penghujung hari ini. gue resmi jadi alumni. (asli gue nangis disini) pengen rasanya gue peluk semua temen dari kelas 1 sampe kelas 12. kasih tau mereka betapa berharganya kehadiran mereka selama ini, ya seneng, sedih, marah, kecewa, tawa dan semua rasa dihati yang pernah gue alamin.dateng kesekolah jam 7 pagi sampe pulang jam 2 siang. ngebacot lah adu argumen sampe solid banget sama yang namanya sahabat dan berjuta cerita yang ga akan abis gue tulis disini. ngomong masa SMA berarti ngomong juga soal cinta..monyet. hehe dua kali gue ngalamin pacaran selama SMA. dan gue bersyukur ketemu cowo yang cuek setengah mampus lah, gombal lah, baik lah, perhatian lah, ah banyak karakter yang ada sama 2 cowo itu. thanks ya buat abang dan belo. buat abang selamat dapet di UI dan belo ya sukses deh di UNPAD. gimana juga lo berdua ngajarin gue banyak hal :)
buat sahabat-sahabat gue sopi, ria, priska, risa, retno, oki, arini, anisa, indri, arip, ilham, molin, firda dan semua sahabat gue thanks banget banget banget buat melengkapi hidup gue selama ini :') makasih juga buat ayah mama kakak depin agil mbah tih mbah kung ibu bapak cing nunung om yudi keyza adel dan semua buat support dan doanya selama ini. i love you guys :')
terimakasih juga buat guru-guru smancil tanpa terkecuali. you're the best thing in my life :)
dan terimakasih Allah SWT yang memberi kemudahan buat gue dapet di PMDK IPB (walaupun gagal di SNMPTN UNDANGAN which is gue ngincer UI -__-) . terlalu banyak hal indah yang terjadi selama 3 tahun ini yang bikin gue belajar dewasa dan lebih memahami makna apa itu hidup.
sekarang rasanya lengkap banget kado ulang tahun gue yang ke 18 ini, lulus SMA dapet IPB. bahagia luar biasa! (kurang satu sih, cowo baru :p ) haha masih banyak yang mau gue tulis sebenernya tapi mata udah ga bisa diajak kompromi -__- so lanjut in the next posting. good bye putih abu. kamu, dia, kita dan mereka akan selalu abadi di hati ini.sekarang izinkan gue tersungkur dalam rasa bahagia ..  :')

something just blew up on my head

annyeong chingudeul, i'm back! wuih long time no posting ya. you know what? finally UAN is over! yipieee its exactly ended one day ago. fiuh. its been 4 month i've been struggling with the book! ckck botak gan pala ane rasanya -__- now I just waiting for graduation announcements which is coincide on my birthday(may 16) and i hope it will be most beautiful gift from God to me. AMEN.

a golden opportunity wasted!

hi everyone, i'm back! :) sorry i haven't made a new post because i was busy undergoing various test before UAN. yeah those test is killing me T.T hhh~ yep kali ini gue mau capcus tentang pengalaman gue yang kemaren. liat judul diatas dong, a golden opportunity wasted. yep, it's because i didn't come to 2PM CONCERT IN  JAKARTA three days ago!!!!! aaah i'm still crying while typing this post :'((((( (so why did you not watch the concert, dew?) hmm, ok let me tell you. a few weeks ago, exactly on 11 March i attended a quiz in twitter which prizes 2pm concert! gini, waktu itu malem-malem gue buka twitternya ismaya live (ini penyelenggara konsernya) nah gak sengaja gue liat disitu lagi ada kuis itu ya iseng-iseng nyoba lah gue. tapiiii ga segampang itu sodara-sodara gue menang kuisnya. pas gue buka link kuisnya ternyata sempet error karena banyaknya orang yg ikutan kuis itu soo makin penasaran lah gue, hadiahnya boo! hahaha gue nyoba dari jam 8 malem sampe jam 11 lewat 20 itu link tetep macet padahal gue udah sampe masukin identitas diri. hhh akhirnya dengan berat hati gue matiin komputer sambil menghibur diri "udah sih dew jgn ngarep menang, pasti ada ratusan orang ikut kuis itu' soo gue semaleman gabisa tidur mikirin tuh kuis!  hehehe agak lebay memang
nah keesokan harinya, pagi-pagi jam setengah7 (dengan keadaan bau blum mandi :p) gue iseng buka lagi itu link kuis, gue udah mikir bakal error lagi, eh gataunya keluarlah itu pertanyaan kuisnya! hohoho berhubung gue pecinta sejati 2pm jadilah gue gampang banget jawab pertanyaan sebanyak 3 biji itu hehehe belagu dikit boleh dong :p and you know what? I GOT THE TICKET!!!! wohoooo loncat-loncat jerit-jerit girang gue pagi-pagi sampe orang rumah ikut-ikutan seneng. haha nah kaka gue, ka ninis sama si devin langsung coba-coba ikutan tu kuis AND THEY GOT THE TICKET TOO! huaah it's too good to be true! yaudah sekalian gue daftarin sobat gue, sofi (yah bisa ditebak dong doi juga dapet tiketnya hehe) langsung gue gemeteran mandi sambil jerit-jerit girang, yaiyalah gue bakal liat aa nichkhun men! :p langsung gue cabut sekolah which is seharian di sekolah gue masih jerit2 histeris cerita ke temen-temen gue dapet tiket nonton 2pm hehe alay emang. singkat cerita sampailah pada tanggal yang ditentukan, 19 maret. pagi-pagi hari terakhir gue ujian praktek tiba-tiba temen gue, novita bilang mobilnya dipake bokapnya. jeng-jeng! gue panik, sofi panik, telpon temen gue sana sini yang mau nonton konsernya juga sambil berharap ada yang mobilnya gue tebengin. yah emang pada akhirnya kita ga dapet mobil and you know, finally we went off to 2pm concert :'((((( huaaa nangis gue :'(((
entah kenapa udah sampe bagian sini gue males ngelanjutin ceritanya hiks udah dulu ya serius sedih banget gue kesempatan emas itu lewat begitu aja, and you know? i still keep that ticket until now. and until whenever :'( somebody help mee please cheer me up and bring nichkhun to me! :'(

i adore him so much!

yoo semua liat judul diatas jangan mikir dulu kalo gue udah naksir cowo baru lagi (baca kasusnya di postingan sebelumnya), bukan. bukan itu. hehe tapi postingan gue kali ini saya dedikasikan khusus untuk my lovely idol nichkhun! (ckck dikirain siape dew -.-) hold on, jangan pergi dulu ye para pembaca hehe gue tau ga semua orang demen artis-artis korea begini. tapi tetep aja gue suka! -.- doi punya nama lengkap nichkhun buck horvejckul, lahir tanggal 6juni1988. nah doi ini bukan orang korea asli melainkan Thailand! yep he's Thai but he got Korean look! doi lahir dan menghabiskan masa kecilnya disana tapi sempet sekolah di New Zealand terus lanjut kuliah di Los Osos University, Amerika Serikat.     kok lo tau dew? yaiyalah eke kan penggemar berat boo! hehe nah idola gue yg ganteng ini sekarang gabung di salah satu boyband korea, 2PM (gue juga hottest, sebutan untuk penggemar boyband ini) doi jadi salah satu rapper di 2PM bareng Taecyon. *ceritain dong dew kenapa lo demen sama ni cowo?
oke begini ceritanya, waktu awal tahun 2010 kemaren gue dikasih tau acara reality show korea We Got Married sama temen gue, arini (temen gue ini penggemar berat Lee Min Ho) nah disitu gue liat kegantengan yang maha dahsyat seorang pria bernama nichkhun ini (oke, cukup dew lebaynya, ntar malah pada enek haha) di acara ini doi dipasangin sama leader f(x) victoria. and you know what? sekarang gue jadi keranjingan ngikutin acara itu demi si aa nichkhun-ku tersayang hehe. dan gue seneng banget dia dapet pasangan victoria karena doi juga cantik bgt (yah although i'm also jealous of her -.-)
si aa nichkhun-ku tersayang ini punya suara yang lembut bgt men! he got an athletic body, muscular, tall, handsome and good-hearted of course! (astaga ini suami idaman gue bangettt -.- coba aja lo denger lagu-lagunya 2PM such as heartbeat, i can't (ini backsoundnya blog gue) atau lagu yang full doi nyanyiin, Don't Wanna Try ada juga yang versi Thailand, We Become One. wuih! dijamin ngiler!
ohya, i'm also follow him on twitter (@khunnie0624) which is everytime i tweet him, he doesn't ever reply T.T yaiyalah boo artesss getooo.
ok, cukup dulu capcus soal aa ku tersayang ini hehe bisa ga kelar gue ngomong doi mah :p see u guys in the next post :)

Run Devil Run

holahola everybody, i'm back :D (berasa artis banget ya hehe) sebelumnya makasih buat pembaca setia yang selalu ngikutin postingan terbaru di blog gue ini, gamsahamnida :) pastinya udah liat juga postingan terakhir sebelum ini ya (baca : being so blue crying over you) thank you to all my friend who have given me the spirit to get through it all. yes i know this is all not easy to pass but i have to keep moving on without that 'fuckingshitboy' hehe :p yah wajar lah kalo akhir-akhir ini gue jadi agak sedikit melow mendayu-dayu bawaanya mau garuk tanah mulu (baru putus cinta boooo haha) tapi setelah dipikir-pikir lagi gue ga pantes banget mikirin that 'fuckingshitboy'. buat apa? dia juga pastinya ga mikirin gue coy. and you know? five days ago he called me and he said that he want me back! can you imagine that?! hey just go to HELL, boy! sori ye hidup gue terlalu indah buat mikirin lo doang, kiss my ass for you.

to facilitate the process of 'killing' him, i'm giving back all the goods from him. i throw all the things that can make me remember him. i remove his number from my cellphone. i remove him from my friend list on my facebook and my twitter. hopefully he will realize his mistake. AMEN. nah buat lo yang pernah ngerasain patah hati pastinya denger musik mulu kan buat ngalihin pikiran lo? (apa? engga? oh ya berarti gue doang :p) so berhubung gue ini pecinta korea, jadilah gue dengerin lagu-lagu korea. yeah! gue pikir lagu dari SNSD yang berjudul Run Devil Run ini beraroma (kue kalee dew -.- ) 'gue banget' . cuman berhubung gue tau pembaca setia gue ga semuanya ngerti bahasa korea (huuu belagu lo dew *ditimpukin) jadi gue tulis english translatenya aja ya. so check it out

Behave. You’re too much of a bad boy.
You’re too curious.
I was cheated on at that time,
all because of you.

No fun, no manners.
You, devil, devil, you, you.

You changed one letter (one letter)
of all the girls’ names
in your cellphone.

I can smell the abundance of perfume on you.
Explain to me, (explain to me), who’s it is.

(Hey) That habit, of you meeting girls
without me knowing, still didn’t go away?
Even if you run, it’s obvious.

You better run, run, run, run, run.
I won’t give in, I’ll just kick you.

You better run, run, run, run, run.
Even if you beg me not to leave, I don’t care anymore.

(Hey) I’ll come back even better
and i’ll get revenge. Don’t forget it.

You better run, run, run, run, run.
You’re caught, and i’m angry.
Run, devil, devil, run, run.

Even next to me,
you’re with another girl.
When i’m not here, (not here)
you’re a super playboy.
Raise your chin, and respond to me.

There’s no one else like me, anywhere.
You made a mistake.
I’m so much better than all of those other girls.
What do you want to do with all that? Do you think you’re that great?
Didn’t I tell you not to play around?
Didn’t I tell you to be good to me until I stopped loving you?

You better run, run, run, run, run.
I won’t give in, I’ll just kick you.

You better run, run, run, run, run.
Even if you beg me not to leave, I don’t care anymore.

(Hey) I’ll come back even better
and i’ll get revenge. Don’t forget it.

You better run, run, run, run, run.
There’s so many guys in this world,
so it doesn’t matter if you’re not there.
Until the day I find a boy that only cares for me,
I’ll wait by myself.

see? gue banget kan hahahaha (narsis abis) jadi intinya gue cuma mau ngebacot sok bijak dikit dari pengalaman gue ini, don't ever feel that you yourself is not important, because everyone is entitled get the best of our life, including getting a good pair. so tell yourself that i was beautiful and precious! and deserve the best, of course :)

being so blue crying over you

hey boy if you read this, i hope you realize that you're sooooooooooooooo DUMB to leave a beautiful woman like me. why i said that? because you AFFAIR with another woman named Reydhita. i finally made the decision made to end our relationship. its so hurt me you know. I think you regret it but it didn't, you still in touch even flirting with other woman. Arilya Fitri, Firda, Astri, Vina. who else? i also don't even know if there were any other woman. YOU HAD PROMISED TO TURN INTO A BETTER MAN. in fact, YOU HAVEN'T CHANGED. YOU AFFAIR WITH MANY WOMEN!


yeah you just promised. promise is promise, and for some people, promise means nothing (but do you know, for others, promise means SOMETHING)
i was shock when you even accusing me and turn me back the real fact. YOU ARE TRULY THE MOST HYPOCRITICAL MAN I'VE EVER KNOWN!!
i don't care if you read this and you feel offended. i don't care if you read this and your spirit to "kill" come up. I REALLY DON'T GIVE A DAMN FUCK ABOUT YOU. i just want you to know, that you're the dumbest man i've ever known IN THIS WORLD. you know, kiss my ass for you.


NOW, i'll make my own new world. forget that dumbass and let you see, you DOESN'T DESERVE ME.
and together, let us wait and see you crying for me and regreting for letting me go :)
Thanks for  all the memories you have given for 8 months. Thanks for the lies that had you doing behind me. Thanks because you have betrayed me.
ok now, i want to leave the past and live in the present and think about future. and the last, I pray:
God, please send an angel to protect me and help me to through this. give me strength more than i have now and also send me a great man to be my guardian. And the last God, i ask you, please don't ever let me shed even just one tear for that man anymore. AMIN.

God is fair. LIE WOULD HAVE FOUND OUT. good people can definitely good people, bad people mati aja sonoooo. haha.

Good bye belo.

The song that played while writing this:

*sherina - pergilah kau

*Oneway - a thousand word

*Rihanna - love the way you lie

*D'massiv - manusia tak berharga

*Lily allen - smile

*2PM - without you

*2PM, nichkhun - don't wanna try